Posted by Anonymous on 2015/05/25 under Uncategorized The slow ending of my junior year of high school has left me numb. I have no idea who I am or what I am doing. I guess you could call it senioritits, but I no longer care about my grades or what score I get on my final exams. It takes everything out of me to sit down everyday for an hour and a half in class, only to move to the next class. I know, I know- this is typical for my age. But I don’t want this to continue. I don’t want to feel pointless, but this is what my college-prep education has done to me. I feel like nothing. I suffer from derealization and panic attacks. I don’t think anyone would understand the emptiness that has set in, if I were to say anything. Everyone has their own addiction; their stimulation. It could be anything from alcoholism to taking selfies. It’s such a wide spectrum of delusion of happiness.